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Jealous. Indifferent.

by Better Than

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1.
Try my best to understand your thinking When it comes to me now You don't want to be understood You want to be different You want to be special You expect so much from me And I expect so little from you Maybe I'm not being fair But I've given you chances to prove me wrong It became less about our differences And more about The growing indifference and lest we forget it's always about me
2.
I'm still in the shadow of a sardonic angel I know well Ancillary hero in my own favorite tale Everyone else thinks you were better off way before Why can't you see you've become the thing that you hate most How can I best disassociate myself with everything I've done Self-induced paranoia suits me well enough
3.
Over It 04:37
I always seem to write about you In the past tense, even at our best And I'm over it My favorite version of you Is drenched in ink and remorse And I'm over it I'm over it Run away while in place You're running out of breath it seems I was late, and you seemed mad And I'm over it It's not right and it's not what I should be focused on But you don't see just what your doing
4.
Just A Phase 03:02
I'll try my best not to despise you If you will try your best not to See right through Oh darling, this is just a phase Someday I'll grow and Oh darling this is just a cause Someday I'll grow bored Our trends follow a pedantic puzzle Like a stranded tourist You've never been one for ostentation Or hyperbole
5.
We're considering losing ourselves To some ideal we'd never have Thought of without you And I am your favorite distraction And I am getting in too deep Oh and yes, hooray for the liar Who gets what he wants But I have seen you at your worst Its better off this way And our story sounds just as bad Regardless of context Especially considering what comes next And I am the cause of your inaction And I am already far too involved
6.
Help Me 04:12
I'll be perfectly honest I don't understand it I don't know what he meant I don't know why you use those colors Lead me to the right and tell me He's been missing you I know I can't explain it the same way But I miss you, more than I can Help me, I've been scared Help me, I've been lost Help me, I've said things I don't care to repeat now I'm done lying to you I'm just not that smart and I've never felt quite so amazed By the way such a simple brush stroke Can evoke such heartfelt honesty And make me see it clearer And make me hear it louder And make me wanna be there Help me, I've been scared Help me, I've been lost Help me, I've said things I don't care to repeat now And that's all I am All I am
7.
So follow your false idols Let me know just how that works out for you Herald your latest misappropriated masterpiece Where do you go? When it's obviously terrifying now Where do you sleep? When you can't identify with anyone? So how can you let your whole identity become so entrenched in someone I still tend to believe in you despite my best laid plans

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released August 18, 2015

Produced by Jon Wyman and Better Than
Recorded and Mixed by Jon Wyman at The Halo Studio.

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